Sunday, April 19, 2009

Today is the day before the first paper of finals is given out and here i am, sitting in my chair, trying to think which girl should i go for. The 1st girl which i meet a couple of times, talked to her on the phone, sms with her but she says that she was just boring and wanted to chat, she doesn't only call me but also others which actually make me like what...a friend? or the 2nd one which i sit down in class 4 days a week trying to figure out what to talk to her about just to atleast hear her voice or if not that, just look at her and make sure she doesn't notice coz i'm a really shy person when i see a beautiful girl. Well, like what my friends used to say, "Richmond, you're not smiling at them or even look at them, are you afraid that they will devour you?". That's me and i'm not sure what to do about it, even with a few support i'm still floating on clouds and never down to earth...not sure what to do or say. My mind is working now and my heart feels uneasy, trying to figure out which girl should i go for and stop playing a fool by waiting for them to make the move like the old days. Maybe its not always good if a girl is the one who tell u that she likes u first, coz when it comes on situation like this, it doesn't bring any good. The 2nd girl is gonna be gone in a few more months and God knows where she's going after that, the 1st girl is unpredictable, she ask me question if i like her or not but treats me like a friend coz she tells me that she sms and call everyone in her contact list when she's boring, so i guess that makes me like her friends...so practically i'm lost in confusion,can any help me out? God?

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Anonymous said...

richmond i need our help if you understand about what i sent to you
ALL THIS NOW IS HURTING ME SO BALDY
AND I TRY TO CONTROL WHAT EVER HAPPEN TO ME BUT I NOT THINK ABOUT WHAT GOING ON IN ME I JUST DO WHAT I NORMAL DO NOWEVERY TIME I FEEL SCREAM MING INSIDE MY BODY I ALSO DONT NO WHAT WRONG WITH ME IS HURT I GO EVERY IS STILL NOT CURE I TRY TO CURE IS STILL THE SAME .IF YOU AND UNDERSTAND SEND ME FACEBOOK OR GMAIL I WAIGTING YOU.AND I AM NOT CRAZY T5HIS IS HURT ME HE MADE ME CRAZY.I REALIZE IF YOU WITH MY BY SIDE NOTHING HAPPEN TO ME WHEN YOU ARE NOT BY MY SIDE ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME.

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Recently I have received an email from my dept secretary about "Santau". It’s something like Jampi but it uses "Fine Broken Glasses" and normally this Jampi can make u Kaput. But my story is different…cos I have seen it myself and thank god that I never kena..cos my sis kena on my behalf. The story goes like this…

One day my sis complaint that her body ache. Sometimes she’s up and running around..and sometimes just sit down and goyang goyang her body like the mentally ill ppl. Her hubby (a Catholic) called me one night and asked me to go and Pray in the temple for her… "if can go, and ask the medium wats wrong with her".Of cos I went with my mom la.. and they said she kena "dirty thing". So we went to buy all the stuff and pray at the road side.

But later that night it got worst. Cos, one minute she’s sleeping and suddenly she’s downstairs ironing at 3 am in the morning. My BIL called her and she just ignored and walked away like a zombie. And the next morning she cannot remember a single thing. They then sent her to the hospital and even the nurse complaint that she’s always everywhere. Finally the doctor sent her home cos they can detect what’s wrong with her. She’s normally all right during the day but goes gila-gila at night. Poor thing...

One day, I don’t know whether to thank the handfone snatcher or not. My BIL’s handfone got snatched and he went after that guy and fell down. So, my sis brought him to go to Tukang Urut to urut la. So happen the tukang urut can see the things that normal ppl cannot see. And he mentioned to my BIL that something is "kacau-ing" my sister and it’s nothing simple. He said can settle for my sis but gotto wait for his fren which is a Siamese monk to come and pray pray for my sis. So while waiting for the monk to come.. my sis continue to be gila gila...

Finally the Siamese monk came and he said that my sis kena JAMPI SIAM. Actually the jampi is not for my sis. It’s for her "adik No.3". And my sis thought its my brother. And the monk said… "No. Your Adik No. 3 after you. The Youngest Girl". Which is me! My sis got so pissed and called me immediately.. "Which guy went after you, but you ignored people ..until he gotto make Jampi Siam on you. Luckily I kena on behalf of you! BlaBlaBlaBla.."
But..the funny thing is .. I don’t remember a guy coming after me. Then think think…most probably it’s my malay gym instructor. He’s memang a playboy and he changes gf so often.
So what happened after that? My sis got cured and the monk told her that, that guy used a voodoo doll, stuck needles into it and hung it at the window. Whenever the wind blows, my sis will go KUKU. So, what the purpose of the whole Jampi Jampi thing? It’s meant for me to follow him or DIE. WTF! If my sis could have been more patient she could have seen the guy that make the Jampi throught the monk’s water pail and we can reverse the jampi and make the SOB die…but she was too pissed la. But although she’s fully cured.STACY NG KIM HOON

Anonymous said...

last time dont have anyproblem lo now shit lo and wtf lo in hight school nothing wrong with me lo now malay do me crazy wtf malay

Anonymous said...

WHAT THE FUCK MALAY SHIT MAN WHAT THE FUCK MAN.

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POEMS !!!!!!

Why are we set apart?
Guess we're ought to find out,
Why do we care so much?
Will it be death that'll do us part?

How long will it take for us to finally be together?
Maybe we'll find out sooner or later.
How do I take away the sorrow of your gone?

Because being loyal is all that i've done.

You we're always there for my ups and downs,
I'll be ready to be your comfort arms,
This Heart of mine will be yours forever and ever,
And when I Love you there is no other.

POEMS !!!!!

When the winds are strong,
So is our bond,
When the wind fades off,
We'll keep holding on.

If we're stuck inside,
With nothing to do,
I'll try to decide,
Where this takes us too.

All the nights we talked,
Without seeing the time,
Throughout the dreams we walked,
And under the stars we dine.

You're all that i think off,
You're all that I care,
My baby girl,my baby love,
Would your pretty lil love be spared?

Holiday in Bahau

It was on the 18th of Feb 2008,when i went to Bahau with my friends Vignesh and Azhan,woke up early in the morning at about 7:30 to get ready and catch the 9 o'clock bus.Vig's mom came to pick me up at my house then we went to Melaka Central and had our breakfast there.Had McDonald for breakfast...wasn't what i expected for breakfast but i have no other choice...after that we went to find our bus,we to trans(thinking that there will be allot of people in the bus)...it was only filled by half,so after a long sleep in the bus,we finally reach bahau at 11,vig's dad took us for breakfast then to their house in the estate which is situated at the tip of the hill and there were only 1 house in sight,others...were just palm trees and hills. Was introduced to vig's grandparents and showed to our room,unpacked our things and went for a jeep ride...we sat at the back which was open-air and went through a terrain with bumps,hills and what we three call the "Dogging Area",its where we have to dodge incoming palm tree leaves,after all that,we went home took our dinner and was up the whole night talking and making videos to be posted on YouTube,the next morning we had breakfast,slept again till afternoon and played BB Gun till evening and took our dinner, the 2nd night was almost the same as our first. Then the next day was still the same as our 2nd day,woke up,took our breakfast outdoor where the air is strong and cold,played PS2 then sleep again..ha ha ha,woke up and played BB Gun for the last time before we packed up our stuff,took our lunch and went back but this time vig's dad send us back...we left around 8:50 and reached melaka at 10:40,we were talking and singing all the way home but Azhan was being his usual self,always listen to his phone even around his friends....well thats about the story of my trip to Bahau