age?

Time passes before u can even realize it did, we tend to wait and be shy in something but we never take into consideration that things like those never come twice. we just let it go,wait or stare...WTF...now i'm trying to make a move,she's gone in a few months...didn't know that she was at the verge of leaving and might not be able to see her again.

Sometimes i just wish that i could turn back time and treat her well, talk to her even more, care for her and be the one that always thought about her when no one does. But apparently time doesn't repeat its self twice with the same date ( unless digital watch )...my shyness and negative thoughts have cause be to lose someone that i think i might have a chance to be with. We tend to do stupid stuff and joke around her to put a smile on her face ( not joker smile ) but sometime it is best not to try than to try our very best, that's when the real self present its feature.

There are some phrases in life where people say "There are words and information in life which are better off being unknown then known", things are meant to be secret like feelings, emotions, thoughts and gossips as these things tend to change as time passes. Those can be change when time passes us by.

Things don't always go our way in life, when we think about it, it sometimes never happens but if we never think about it, it just comes...life is very confusing when u think about it, maybe its better of being unknown and unexpected by waiting and let it come to you instead of u going after it ( only apply to certain condition like luck ).